Just something short for today.
First, Happy Father’s Day to all fathers out there! I hope you enjoyed your day But, I want to also wish a Happy Father’s Day to all men out there who are waiting to be fathers. This day should be for you too because mentally you’re already a father.
Today, while we were at church, I was watching E from the choir pews. And then, it happened. Our priest called all fathers who wanted a blessing to stand up. I was so happy for these fathers but at the same time, I felt a pang in my heart that E was still sitting there. I could just feel in my heart that he really wanted to stand up with all these fathers and to receive that blessing. But, we both hope that he will have that chance this time next year…
I really do hope that I get a BFP next Sunday!!!