So… this happened…

Today, I feel like the worst things tend to happen to my husband and I. This quote really shows how I’m feeling…

Do you ever have a day where you think ‘will it ever be my turn?!’

Yesterday, after learning that my husband and I need to start considering IVF, I decided to Google my clinic’s website to see how much IVF will end up costing us. What I found was something that just disappointed me to the core. I saw the headline:

Ontario fertility doctor banned indefinitely from practising after being found guilty of endangering two patients

I really hoped that this wasn’t my doctor but sure enough… it was… and it wasn’t an old article, it was one from a few weeks ago. The disappointing thing is that I’ve been going to the clinic for weeks to do my usual cycle monitoring bloodwork and ultrasound but no one at the clinic had said anything.

I also tried convincing myself that it’s probably just some random news site but nope… it had to be the National Post…

According the the College of Physicians and Surgeons, he is able to practise until July 1st.

I’m just so angry and upset that all these obstacles keep coming our way. It just seems like the universe is against us having a baby. It’s just so hard to see the positives when all these negatives keep coming our way.

Either way, we have decided to finish out this cycle since we’ve invested our money and time with this cycle. After this cycle, we’ll start looking into seeing a specialist in town. I’m sure one way or another, he knows what he’s doing but maybe my husband and I need this change. The stress of driving out of town may be contributing further to our infertility issues so if we can relieve some of this stress, that might be better for us in the long run.

What a disaster…

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