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Monthly Archives: June 2015

Until next time……. :( 

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Nerves, nerves and more nerves

I’m sitting in bed waiting for Ed to finish showering so that we can drive to the clinic to do the Beta. There is just a huge part of me that doesn’t want to know. The Crinone made me so sick the past week and a…

I’m not the only one

In her deep anguish Hannah prayed to the Lord, weeping bitterly. And she made a vow, saying, “Lord Almighty, if you will only look on your servant’s misery and remember me, and not forget your servant but give her a son, then I will give him to…

Feeling nothing means feeling scared

Today is day 9 post insemination. I’m scared that maybe it didn’t work because I’m not feeling any different. I feel like just the same old me only just a bit more insane with the talking to myself thing. I know that every woman…