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Category: Infertility

Feeling nothing means feeling scared

Today is day 9 post insemination. I’m scared that maybe it didn’t work because I’m not feeling any different. I feel like just the same old me only just a bit more insane with the talking to myself thing. I know that every woman…

On this Father’s Day…

Just something short for today. First, Happy Father’s Day to all fathers out there! I hope you enjoyed your day  But, I want to also wish a Happy Father’s Day to all men out there who are waiting to be fathers. This day should be for you too…

Day 15… I have to start thinking…

So, Day 15… 1 follicle is at about 1.3 cm and I have another small follicle. My ultrasound technician made me laugh for the first time by telling me that my right ovary is lazy and sleeping lol. It’s always my left that responds. The fertility nurse said…

Day 1… of many cycles…

So, I got to make the dreaded “Hi, it’s day 1” call to my doctor’s office today. Every month, I just wish that I never have to make that call… To me, it’s the call of utter failure, the call that slowly turns me into a bitter…